First time I ever took a xanax
I don’t know how I’m gonna make it tomorrow. I’ve been so horrible, tomorrow is gonna be so rough, I’m so scared.
I’m sorry in advance for any sad posts, I’m using tumblr as an outlet right now, I’m trying to stay strong for my brother but it’s not easy. Thank you all for understanding
I lost someone so close to me today, he was always there for me, he always accepted me for who I am, he always supported me, he did so much for me, I can’t even put it into words. I’m so distraught and shocked right now. I’m falling apart and I’m so scared about the future. I can’t believe he’s gone. I love him so much, I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do now but, I’m gonna try to be strong for my mother and my brother.
I love you so much Dad, you are and will always be my inspiration.
I may not be on for a while, I’m currently facing a family crisis and I’m not doing too well myself. Thank you all for your understanding and support.